El Mundo de 

A El Mismo

 

Feeling a gold, unfolding hand on me 

 

A El Mismo is an offering that references a historical past, looking to create an echo through a mindful and contemporary lens, while suggesting a theoretical alternative to a stolen ancestral future.

Born out of reflections of my families’ immigration to the United States from Cali, Colombia through Mexico in 1985, these thoughts became the foundation for these presented artifacts.

I reflected on my relationship with my family, my heritage, and started pulling from my own experiences growing up in the United States as a first generation American/Colombian. I experienced life on a type of border, una frontera constantly; teetering between the “American” self and the “Colombian” self. Never American enough for this, never Latino enough for that. This led to the realization that in my recent years, I had begun to suppress my Latinoness, as a result of feeling a pressure to “fit in” with the Anglo-Americans in my life. Following that, came the realization that not just me, but my family, and our people’s thoughts, beliefs, ideologies, religion, cultural practices, concepts of beauty, sexuality, gender, and language, el español are all inherited traumas as a result of Spanish Colonization.

 I’ve got no option, I’ve inherited this.

Outside of all of this, who were we? Who was I? What version of me would exist had history been different? Would there even be an alternative me?

No. I wouldn’t exist. I am a byproduct of Spanish Colonization. Tengo sangre española. I am a byproduct of Blanquimento.

This practice of looking into our historical past, to learn and dream about another time, to “meet” my ancestors, mirrored the very human experience of dealing with past traumas to move onto a better future with the self, El Mismo.

To discover within this space, is two years of work that resulted in the creation of 30 objects which explore, build, and bring to life this notion of a stolen ancestral future. Re-imagining a timeline where the Spanish Colonization of what is now called Latino America hadn’t occurred, the objects in this space manifest the possibilities and offer a visual narrative to what Pre-Hispanic cultures from Colombia, like the Musica, might have looked like had they had the chance to thrive into the 21st century.

Pieces are brought to life through portraits of mi Abuela, mi Abuelo, mi Mama, mi hermano, y, yo mismo. Giving flesh to the ancestors, while honoring those that lead to my being here.

Mi cuerpo es una continuación de sus cuerpos.

 Embellished with staplesgrapas, in an array of black, grey, silver, copper, and gold, the pieces echo the technical artistry of my ancestors’ metal work, and their respect to the process.

 El oro se extrae de la tierra, se transforma, se usa, se hace símbolo y vuelve a la tierra como ofrenda.  

We want to be known to ourselves, a nosotros mismos, with grand self mythologies.

Doña Alba

Mi Abuela

Christian Hernán De Restrepo

Yo

Soraya

Mi Mamá

Don Julio

Mi Abuelo

Andrés

Mi Hermano

 

The world of A EL Mismo exists in a fictional place called Perdida, a land conceptualized by referencing Colombia’s geographical & historical past as the foundation for the world building.

Below, we are introduced to 11 Aspects that reside within Perdida, they will be our guides as with each new encounter, a layer of knowledge about the creation of this alternative world will be revealed.

Click through images to explore close up details.

 

La ofrenda.

 

Aspect No. 1 - El Pensamiento.

To start our journey through Perdida, we begin at the origin, with deep purposeful thinking.

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In the Kaggaba’s creation story (also known as the Kogi/Kogui, today’s descendants of the Tairona, a Pre-Hispanic culture and peoples of Colombia from the region of Sierra Nevada de Santa Marta in present-day Cesar, Magdalena.) it implies that before the material world came into existence, everything was created in Seyn Zare, the place where Though and Memory live. In the transparent dark space of thought, is El Pensamiento.

El Pensamiento is our starting point, the point of origin and creation where all else grows from - all other Aspects, ideas, words, all visuals.

This dark space of thought is visualized through a language of black staples and elongated fringe embellished artifacts, all consuming objects that shroud the subject in a space all their own.

El Pensamiento is manifested by the following future relics -

  • La Manta Negra - A 9ft long wool blanket with alternating black + grey staples and a 32in fringe trim at both ends.

  • V Shorts en Negro - A black staple embellished pair of linen shorts with fringe detailing.

  • El Bolso Negro - A black linen baguette clutch with black, grey, and silver staple detailing, and a 32in fringe trim.

  • Camiseta Gris - A double layered jersey tank top with a crotch drape detail.

 

Aspect No. 2 - El del Monte.

Within the world of Perdida the inhabitants are know as Los Tumbaga, El del Monte is one of the Tumbagas that hails from the Silvered Sector.

Expanding on the concept of A El Mismo’s alternative timeline, one where peoples and cultures in what is now known as Latino America had flourished if Spanish Colonization hadn’t occurred, there would have been a natural exchange of cultures, cross influences, blending of cultures, evolutions of practices, traditions, and philosophies of so many Pre-Hispanic cultures.

In the spirit of that concept, El del Monte drew inspiration from the ruins of Monte Albán, one of the earliest cities in Mesoamerica, a region that flourished over 1000 years before Spanish Colonization just outside of present day Oaxaca.

This Aspect introduces the exploration of built-in patterns within the stapled textile, with a silver “step” motif.

It also introduces an internal carrying strap coming from the cropped jacket., exploring modularity in both wearability and creating new silhouettes, allowing the jacket to be worn down and “off the shoulder”.

El del Monte is manifested by the following future relics -

  • El Saco de Monte Albán - A black + silver staple embellished cropped jacket with an internal carrying strap.

  • El Chaleco de Monte Albán - A black + silver staple embellished elongated vest.

  • Camiseta Gris - A double layered jersey tank top with a crotch drape.

  • Los Pantalones de Seyn Zare - A black staple blocked linen drop-crotch trouser.

 

Aspect No. 3- El Plateado.

The Quimbaya, a culture of ancient Colombia that inhabited areas around the valley of the Cauca River are noted for having developed a metallurgy system to combine silver + copper with gold that wasn’t abundant in their region, this combination of silver, copper, and gold is called tumbaga. (an alloy that was widely used by Pre-Hispanic cultures of Central + South America).

Considering the equation of the Pre-Hispanic metal & incorporating it to A El Mismo & the world building of Perdida, the inhabitants or peoples of this fictional world are called Los Tumbaga.

Broken into 2 tribes, Los Plateados (the silver) & Los Cobreados (the copper), the real life components that make up the Pre-Hispanic gold alloy, it became the base for the narrative division & roles of the colors in building A El Mismo; black, rust, silver, & gold.

What we get is Black being the point of creation, where everything is born: Seyn Zare. Rust and Silver being the peoples of the world, Los Tumbaga, & the Gold pieces are the divine and spiritual.

El del Monte is manifested by the following future relics -

  • El Saco de Plata - a silver staple embellished wool coat with metal and seed bead detailing.

  • - La Camisa Negra - a black and grey staple embellished linen tank top with fringe detailing.

  • - Los Pantalones de Plata - a fully silver staples linen drop crotch trousers.

 

Aspect No.4 - El Cobreado.

Here we are introduced to one of Los Tumbagas of the Coppered Sector of Perdida, the fictional world of A El Mismo.

For the world building of this project, my goal is to incorporate as much real world references in an effort to expand the possibilities of what could have been within this purposed fictional timeline, & use it as an opportunity to present what I’ve learned in my research in a contemporary way, while being mindful & considerate as I build a fantasy world fueled by a history of colonization.

I pulled the name for this fictional world, Perdida from the archeological site of the ancient city in the Sierra Nevada de Santa Marta of Colombia, La Ciudad Perdida (the “Lost City”)
Ciudad Perdida is believed to have been founded in 800 CE, which would predate the Inca citadel, Machu Picchu.
It was originally inhabited by the Tairona, one of the two main peoples & cultures I’ve researched for this project.
I thought the name Perdida (Lost) was fitting as A El Mismo is based on the concept of a stolen ancestral future, something lost to us.

El Cobreado is manifested by the following future relics -

  • El Chaleco Cobreado - a copper staple embellished v-neck tank top.

  • V-short de Cobre - a copper staple embellished pair of linen shorts with fringe detailing.

  • Cartera de Cobre - a elongated copper staple embellished clutch measuring just under a yard, with copper tube & bead fringe detailing.

 

Aspect No. 5 - El Quimbaya

Here we are introduced to another Tumbaga from the Coppered Sector of Perdida.


El Quimbaya is named after the Quimbaya, a Pre-Hispanic culture of Colombia who inhabited the Cauca River.
They were a people known for the technical accuracy & high level of detail in their metal work.


In my research of the Quimbaya, I learned about their metal work & the alloy of tumbaga, the silver/copper/gold metal alloy widely used in Pre-Hispanic works.
The break down composition of the tumbaga alloy consists of varying proportions of copper, gold, & silver. Though typically in a percentage ratio of 80:15:5.


In an effort to reflect that ratio, the Aspects within the project that represent the Tumbagas are broken into 2 silvered looks, El Plateado y El del Monte; and then 4 coppered looks, El Coberado, El Quimbaya, & others that haven’t been introduced yet.

El Quimbaya is manifested by the following future relics -

  • El Saco de Cobre - a copper staple embellished jacket with elongated sleeves, an internal carrying strap, and external pockets.

  • Camiseta Negra - a double layered jersey tank top with a crotch drape.

  • Los Pantalones de Cobre - a fully copper stapled linen drop crotch trousers.

 

Aspect No. 6 - El Guardián.

Here we are introduced to another Tumbaga from the Coppered Sector of Perdida, El Guardián.
While his point of inspiration stemmed from research of the Quimbaya & the tumbaga alloy, this Aspect is an intersecting point of various references.

Like Aspect No. 2, El del Monte, this Aspect contains pieces that incorporate two colors of staples. The copper mixed with black, calling back to Seyn Zare. The place where Thought & Memory live, where everything was created.


In the lore/world building of Perdida, the mixture of a color with black is a mark of Tumbagas who are held in high regards within their societies, those with a connection to the source.

This Aspects opens the door to how I have begun to see & experience my relationship with a Divine source, with my Queerness, how the 2 become 1 in order to create the Self, & how that Self, like El Guardián, exists on a Boarderland, una frontera between the Divine & the Human.

El Guardián. is manifested by the following future relics -

  • El Saco de Cobre y Negro- a copper & black staple embellished oversized linen jacket with an internal carrying strap.

  • El Chaleco de Cobre y Negro - a copper & black staple embellished linen vest.

  • Camiseta en color Cobre - a double layered jersey tank top with a crotch drape.

  • Los Pantalones Anchos- a wide leg draped high waisted trouser in cotton shirting with a built-in wrap belt featuring a fringe trim.

 

Aspect No. 7 - El Gran Tumbaga.

Here we are introduced to the last Tumbaga from the Coppered Sector of Perdida, El Gran Tumbaga.
His point of inspiration continues from research of the Quimbaya & the tumbaga alloy.

In the fictional world of Perdida, this Aspect represents the ruler of the Coppered Sector.

The coat that is featured in this Aspect expresses the grandeur in the exaggerated length and size of the coat, the intricate boarder embellishments, the 5yrd long staple and yard long fringe embellished belt, the extended silk sleeve cuff, the carrying strap that also features fringe detailing, and finally the oversized hidden seam pockets makes this piece one of the most intricate and versatile pieces.

As our encounter with the Tumbagas, the human residents within Perdida comes to an end, we brace ourselves to learn more about their beliefs and cosmology with our next few enoutners.

El Guardián. is manifested by the following future relics -

  • La Gran Túnica de Cobre - a copper boarder staple embellished oversized linen jacket with a 5 yard long copper staple and finge embellished belt, and an internal fringe embellished carrying starp.

  • Camiseta en color Cobre - a cropped double layered jersey tank top with a crotch drape.

  • Los Pantalones Ancho - a wide leg draped high waisted trousers in cotton shirting.

 

Aspect No. 8 - El Serpiente.

Aside from pulling from my own lived experience & my families’ immigration to the United States from Colombia, a portion of this project’s visual language was pulled from the Muisca & what I learned of their cosmology. The way they viewed their connection to nature, materials, creating & its process really resonated with me & mirrored my own spiritual views.

Historian Mercedes Medina De Pacheco explains in such a beautiful way, the relationship the a Muisca had with gold.

“Gold isn’t what it’s worth, whats worth is the labor that the ancestors put into the material. They came to have such beautiful, sophisticated, and elaborate technique that resulted in a sense of aesthetic so elevated.
They used the gold, as an element that connected them to eternity, as it never corroded or oxidized. For them gold didn’t have a value in wealth or currency, it had it’s value in a spiritual way, and that speaks to the beauty of our ancestor’s spirit.”

El Serpiente is the first of 4 golden stapled Aspects which represent Los Divinos, the divine, or personification of deities in the world of Perdida, which explore & reference the divine & cosmology of various Pre-Hispanic cultures.

El Serpiente is manifested by the following future relics -

  • El Chaleco del Serpiente - a gold boarder staple embellished elongated linen vest.

  • Los Pantalones Anchos en Bronce - a wide leg draped high waisted trousers in viscose.

 

Aspect No. 9 - El Regresó.

In the cosmology of the Muisca, there exists the creation Goddess Bachué, the “GrandMother.”
The principal of creation, the will, the thought, and the imagination of all things to come.


According to Muisca legend, humankind was originated in Lake Iguaque, when the Mother Goddess Bachué emerged with a child in her arms. When the child grew, together, they populated the earth. Once finished, they returned to the lake and disappeared in the shape of two snakes.

The Aspect shown here,the second of Los Divinos, is a small tribute and reference to the Mother Goddess & the creation story.

This poncho depicts the motif of two golden snakes embracing the wearer when worn wrapped around, and then their faces visible when the poncho is worn down. The snakes symbolizing Bachué & the child as they both return to Lake Iguaque.

El Serpiente is manifested by the following future relics -

  • El Mantel de Bachué - a gold boarder staple embellished wool poncho depicting two serpents.

  • Camiseta Marrón - a double layered jersey tank top with a crotch drape.

  • V-shorts en dorado - a gold staple embellished pair of linen shorts with gold ribbon detailing.

 

Aspect No. 10 - El Iluminado.

While a majority of the pieces I have researched & referenced in the building of this project is pulled from the Muisca, another Pre-Hispanic culture from Colombia that has played a role in this project’s development is the Tairona, & their living descendants, the Kogi.


An indigenous group that resides in the Sierra Nevada, they base their lifestyles on a belief in "Aluna" or "The Great Mother," their creator figure, who they believe is the force behind nature. The Kogi understand the Earth to be a living being, & see humanity as its "children." They say that our actions of exploitation, devastation, & plundering for resources is weakening "The Great Mother" and leading to our destruction.

This Aspect is a reimagined take on the Kogi’s dress, seen through the brutalist lens of A El Mismo. It explores & references their cosmology, and their enlightened understanding & relationship to the Earth & Nature. Through the outfit’s transformation, you see the Aspect starting out as a human, and becoming an extension of the divine, reaching enlightenment, the 3rd Aspect of Los Divinos.

El Iluminado is manifested by the following future relics -

  • La Tunica de Oro - A gold boarder staple embellished tank top that unfolds to become a fully gold stapled tunic.

  • Los Pantalones de Oro - gold staple blocked linen drop crotch trousers.

  • Cartera de Oro - an elongated gold staple embellished clutch with a viscose carrying sash.

 

Aspect No. 11 - El Dorado.

El Dorado, often mistaken for a mythical, “Golden City”, is actually a reference that describes a Muisca ceremony that would have taken place on the appointment of a new ruler, the Zipa.

At a ritual at Lake Guatavita near (present-day Bogotá) the Zipa was said to be covered with gold dust, which he then washed off in the lake while his attendants threw objects made of gold, emeralds, & precious stones into the lake—such as tunjos.


There is a beautiful artifact depicting this moment at El Museo de Oro in Bogotá, the Muisca Raft.


If you’ve noticed, the gold stapled Aspects, Los Divinos have all been set into browns & other earth-tone fabrics. This is meant to echo the Muisca belief & practice that the gold was mined, worked, formed, and then offered back to the earth.


“El oro se extrae de la tierra, se transforma, se usa, se hace símbolo y vuelve a la tierra como ofrenda.”

El Dorado is manifested by the following future relics -

  • El Abrigo Dorado - a long gold staple embellished linen over coat with an internal carrying strap.

  • El Saco Dorado - a gold staple embellished linen jacket.

  • Camiseta Marrón - A double layered jersey tank top with a crotch drape.

  • Los Pantalones Anchos - A wide leg draped high waisted trousers in honey viscose

 

Click below to view moments of Perdida.

 

Here we conclude our journey through Perdida, for now.

But soon, new Aspects will make themselves known, expanding on the world of A El Mismo with a Part 2.

Gracias, se cuida.

- Christian

 

Below are translations, and more in-depth information and references on the design and visual language found within A El Mismo and the world building of Perdida.

Translations & references:

  • El Pensamiento - The Thought. - A reference to Seyn Zare, the black space of Thought + Memory, the beginning point of this project, where all stems from.

  • El del Monte - The One from the Mountain. - A tribute to Oaxaca + Monte Albán, where the idea for A El Mismo was born.

  • El Plateado - The Silvered One. - In part, a tribute to mi Mamá, who always wears silver, but also in reference to one of the alloys that makes up the tumbaga metal.

  • El Cobreado - The Coppered One. - A reference to one of the alloys that makes up the tumbaga metal.

  • El Quimbaya - The Quimbaya - A reference to the Pre-Hispanic culture, where I gained the knowledge of the tumbaga alloy.

  • El Guardián - The Guardian. - In the world of Perdida, this Aspect, with a mix of Copper + Black staples is meant to represent a Tumbaga of higher regard.

  • El Gran Tumbaga - The Great Tumbaga - In the world of Perdida, this is the ruler, or zipa of the Coppered Sector, Los Cobreados.

  • El Serpiente - The Serpent - A reference to the creation story of the Muisca, when Bachué turns into a serpent.

  • El Regreso - The Return - A narrative representation of Bachué and her child taking the form of serpents when they return to Lake Iguaque.

  • El Iluminado - The Enlightened One - A contemporary take on the Kogi’s dress, a visual representation of their enlighten state and connection to Nature.

  • El Dorado - The Golden One - A reference to the Muisca’s inaugural ceremony of the crowning of the new Zipa, as shown by the Musica Raft artifact.

Words + Translation:

  • Tumbaga vs. tumbaga - When speaking of the inhabitants of Perdida, I use Tumbaga, and when speak of the metal alloy that inspired the fictional peoples, I use tumbaga.

  • Tumbaga - the name for a non-specific alloy of gold, copper, and small amounts of silver given by Spanish Conquistadors to metals composed of these elements found in widespread use in pre-Columbian Mesoamerica in North America and South America.

  • Perdida - Direct translation is “Lost”. The name for the fictional world of A El Mismo was pulled from the archeological site Ciudad Perdida, (locally know as Teyuna) located in the Sierra Nevada de Santa Marta in Colombia. It was a site that was originally inhabited by the Tairona, founded about 800 CE, it consists of 169 terraces carved into a mountainside, a network of tiled roads, and small circular plazas.

  • Zipa - The Muisca Confederation consisted of two rulers, the Zipa who was based in the south, and the Zaque to the north.

  • Tunjo - Small elaborate figures crafted by the Muisca from the tumbaga alloy, they were used in religious instances as small votive offerings.

  • A El Mismo - Direct translation is To Himself.

  • Los Divinos - The Divine Ones - The deitites of the Tumbagas.

  • Los Plateados - The Silvered Ones - Inhabitants of the Silver Sector of Perdida

  • Los Cobreados - The Coppered Ones - Inhabitants of the Coppered Sector of Perdida


Color:

  • Black Staples - A reference to Seyn Zare, the transparent dark space where Thought and Memory live. This is visualized with black staples set into black linen, in large all consuming objects that are meant to shroud the subject in a space all their own. Further expanding on this dark space is the exaggerated fringe detailing, to visualize threads of thoughs and ideas, always going in many directions but originating from a single source.

  • Copper + Silver staples - A reference to the alloys that are mixed with gold that make up the tumbaga alloy. The Tumbagas are the peoples that reside within Perdida, living either in the Copper Sector, Los Cobreados or the Silver Sector, Los Plateados. When the two Sectors come together in worship, they manifest their deities, Los Divinos.

  • Gold Staples - A reference to the tumbaga alloy, which is made up of silver, copper, and gold that wasn’t abundant in some Pre-Hispanic regions. In the world of Perdida, the Aspects in gold are a personification of Pre-Hispanic beliefs and deities, brought to life when the Tumbagas come together in worship.


    Textile:

  • Notice the Silver and Copper stapled pieces are always set into a black fabric base (either linen or wool), this is to make reference that those Aspects are tied to Seyn Zare, the dark space of Thought and Memory, the point from which they have originated. As opposed the Gold stapled pieces are always set in brown and other earth tone fabric bases, this choice is to reference the Muisca practice of always returning the gold metal back to the earth in the form of an offering. In the world building of Perdida, this sets Los Divinos apart from Los Tumbaga, one faction being the Divine, and the other Human.


    Referenced Cultures & Peoples:

  • Muisca - A native peoples of Colombia found in the Altiplano Cundiboyacense, they flourished 600 to 1600 CE. Before the arrival of the Spanish, it is estimated that there were between 500,000 to 3,000,000 Muisca at their peak. Today there are just over 10,000 Chibchas in Colombia.

  • Quimbaya - A small indigenous group that inhabited areas around the valley of the Cauca River. They are most noted for the accuracy , detail, and developed advanced metallurgy techniques. A majority of Quimbaya gold work is made from tumbaga.

  • Tairona - A native peoples of Colombia that occupied the Sierra Nevada de Santa Marta region in present-day Magdalena, they flourished between 200 CE and 1600 CE. Today descendants of the Tairona continue to live in the lands of their ancestors. These modern-day Tairona are called the Kogi, Arhuacos, Wiwa, and Cancuamo.

 

Forth Coming

  • In depth exploration to the jewelry found throughout Perdida, the world of A El Mismo.

  • In depth exploration to the development process of A El Mismo.

  • Collecting the pieces of A El Mismo.

 

Earrings and Narigueras by Hew Jewelry

Photography by Heather McGrath.